ഫിനല്ലി അഫ്റെര് എ ഇയര് വെ ചങേ ഔര് കാര് സീറ്റ് കവേര്സ് ആന്ഡ് പ്ലസ് എ ന്യൂ മ്യൂസിക് സിസ്റ്റം.
ഇമ നോട് കീപിന്ഗ് വെല്, സൊ മൈ മോം ആന്ഡ് എല്ടെര് സിസ്റ്റര് വിസിറെദ് മി. ഇറ്റ് ഫെല്റ്റ് ഗ്രേറ്റ് വ്തെന് ദേ വേറെ അരൌന്ദ്,മൈ ചിര്പി ടാള്ക്സ് ...ഓ ഹൌ ഐ മിസ് തേം ഓള്.
സുച്ച് ഇസ് ലൈഫ് "ത്യരീസ്" ( പേജ് ൩)
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Hope _Next Time
Every time personal need occurs....i go like.....next time....want a didgicam .....next time....want pair of jeans ....next time....want a bag... next time.....
Next time has become the legendary word for so many months abhi.
How do i term this behaviour as? Who knows?
And the best part is the next time ( which means the following month...after using the word next time) i again tell myself... next time...
In short with uasage of the word next time....i dont feel im missing out on something...because there is hope....
Its hope that makes us go through ups and downs during our lifes journey... maan ...i didnt intend to use philiosophy.
So true, its the hope which is making me run through flowers and thorns that some day i will find Garden of Eden...where still there would be restrictions.
The hope that restrictions wont last foreever i will wander along
Hope prevails
Next time has become the legendary word for so many months abhi.
How do i term this behaviour as? Who knows?
And the best part is the next time ( which means the following month...after using the word next time) i again tell myself... next time...
In short with uasage of the word next time....i dont feel im missing out on something...because there is hope....
Its hope that makes us go through ups and downs during our lifes journey... maan ...i didnt intend to use philiosophy.
So true, its the hope which is making me run through flowers and thorns that some day i will find Garden of Eden...where still there would be restrictions.
The hope that restrictions wont last foreever i will wander along
Hope prevails
I will !!!!!
Loose motions... and vomiting.... weight loss
Ya these can be symptoms of either thyroid or stomach ulcers....and doc said i could be suffering from one of them.
It all started with 'Panner makhanwala' it was tasty....and yes it did take me for 2 day visit to doctor.
2 horrible days, with IV and sadu medicines....with nurses confused on the name Mrs or Ms.....finally after loads of errors with the printing of my name, they stuck with the correct choice. 'Mrs'
Back from hospital....i was happy that chal tension over...rest and eat....eat and rest.....but 'NO'....
With motions not being loose and no more vomiting....i thought 'happy days here again'...i was wrong....'worse days here again'
Worse days.....coz,,,all ideas from docs...ulcer...thyroid..severe gastro- something....and i was back again to zero.
Thinking and thinking....If its 'A' then what? If 'B' then wat? and if 'C' then Rama Rama......and all this while i psyched samu 2.....
Finally i decided to go for blood check...came out with flying colours....No Thyroid
With Sonography again flying colours...but i guess i got a wrong sonography done....coz it said upper abdomen all clear....so no ulcers......
Test results gave me wings to fly....but others ( people did not)
Some reactions
"Oh my God u have lost weight"
"Kya hua sam does not give food to eat"
"Been to maayaka ...good news kya...."
Tired of telling these 'others'...that look...im fine...just that i have lost faith on my health.
All i know is that i wanna get cured as soon as possible.....be cheerful again...with a vision in life....
Coz life cannot be rocking...if i do not have energy to rock myself....
So life rocks if health rocks...
Hate those eyes...which tell me girl u r sick...i know i am ...but what i want to see is girl u can overcome ur health problems...
I know i willllllllllll
Ya these can be symptoms of either thyroid or stomach ulcers....and doc said i could be suffering from one of them.
It all started with 'Panner makhanwala' it was tasty....and yes it did take me for 2 day visit to doctor.
2 horrible days, with IV and sadu medicines....with nurses confused on the name Mrs or Ms.....finally after loads of errors with the printing of my name, they stuck with the correct choice. 'Mrs'
Back from hospital....i was happy that chal tension over...rest and eat....eat and rest.....but 'NO'....
With motions not being loose and no more vomiting....i thought 'happy days here again'...i was wrong....'worse days here again'
Worse days.....coz,,,all ideas from docs...ulcer...thyroid..severe gastro- something....and i was back again to zero.
Thinking and thinking....If its 'A' then what? If 'B' then wat? and if 'C' then Rama Rama......and all this while i psyched samu 2.....
Finally i decided to go for blood check...came out with flying colours....No Thyroid
With Sonography again flying colours...but i guess i got a wrong sonography done....coz it said upper abdomen all clear....so no ulcers......
Test results gave me wings to fly....but others ( people did not)
Some reactions
"Oh my God u have lost weight"
"Kya hua sam does not give food to eat"
"Been to maayaka ...good news kya...."
Tired of telling these 'others'...that look...im fine...just that i have lost faith on my health.
All i know is that i wanna get cured as soon as possible.....be cheerful again...with a vision in life....
Coz life cannot be rocking...if i do not have energy to rock myself....
So life rocks if health rocks...
Hate those eyes...which tell me girl u r sick...i know i am ...but what i want to see is girl u can overcome ur health problems...
I know i willllllllllll
Sunday, December 2, 2007
Cheerfulllllllllllllll
Feels.....great....after many days....alll excited...guess...bcoz i have stopped expecting.
Anyways....Feels great...to be cheerful and bubbly again.
Anyways....Feels great...to be cheerful and bubbly again.
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Lowwwwwwwwwwwww
Feeling down and low.....all kharab ideas..........................wanna a break....
Friday, November 16, 2007
Fresh Air
I wonder why I get upset, when things do not mould in the way I desired...........
Though the process of wondering is still on....I have got few answers to my very own question why????
All want fresh air to breathe. Every one does get fresh air to breathe, and its the state of mind - which makes that - fresh air safe or unsafe.
When things don’t turn our way....we find everything to be unsafe...and then start encroaching on others breathing space and in turn....end up choking ourselves and others too....
This is no gyaan for anyone....just that I never realized that I can make my own air "fresh" with my thoughts....thoughts...which i can control.
Coz I know happiness is within me......that I do not need to enter in to the act of encroachment. And end up choking....that everyone is free to do their will....that i need not worry about every damn thing on earth.....that others judgments should not matter....
All that should matter is my thoughts.....coz it’s all in the mind...health wealth and of course Peace.
And this very thought that its my thoughts that guide my happiness- is seeping through me with each passing day.
It’s my thoughts ....which will lead to actions...and my actions into thoughts....
Time to seep in the so called fresh air.....
Though the process of wondering is still on....I have got few answers to my very own question why????
All want fresh air to breathe. Every one does get fresh air to breathe, and its the state of mind - which makes that - fresh air safe or unsafe.
When things don’t turn our way....we find everything to be unsafe...and then start encroaching on others breathing space and in turn....end up choking ourselves and others too....
This is no gyaan for anyone....just that I never realized that I can make my own air "fresh" with my thoughts....thoughts...which i can control.
Coz I know happiness is within me......that I do not need to enter in to the act of encroachment. And end up choking....that everyone is free to do their will....that i need not worry about every damn thing on earth.....that others judgments should not matter....
All that should matter is my thoughts.....coz it’s all in the mind...health wealth and of course Peace.
And this very thought that its my thoughts that guide my happiness- is seeping through me with each passing day.
It’s my thoughts ....which will lead to actions...and my actions into thoughts....
Time to seep in the so called fresh air.....
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Why????
Why on earth do i make promies to myself .......only to realise that i have not followed them....everyday its the same story.......
Why????????
Why????????
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