Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Finally

ഫിനല്ലി അഫ്റെര്‍ എ ഇയര്‍ വെ ചങേ ഔര്‍ കാര്‍ സീറ്റ് കവേര്സ് ആന്‍ഡ് പ്ലസ് എ ന്യൂ മ്യൂസിക് സിസ്റ്റം.
ഇമ നോട് കീപിന്ഗ് വെല്‍, സൊ മൈ മോം ആന്‍ഡ് എല്ടെര്‍ സിസ്റ്റര്‍ വിസിറെദ് മി. ഇറ്റ് ഫെല്റ്റ് ഗ്രേറ്റ്‌ വ്തെന്‍ ദേ വേറെ അരൌന്ദ്,മൈ ചിര്‍പി ടാള്‍ക്സ് ...ഓ ഹൌ ഐ മിസ് തേം ഓള്‍.
സുച്ച് ഇസ് ലൈഫ് "ത്യരീസ്" ( പേജ് ൩)

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Hope _Next Time

Every time personal need occurs....i go like.....next time....want a didgicam .....next time....want pair of jeans ....next time....want a bag... next time.....
Next time has become the legendary word for so many months abhi.
How do i term this behaviour as? Who knows?
And the best part is the next time ( which means the following month...after using the word next time) i again tell myself... next time...
In short with uasage of the word next time....i dont feel im missing out on something...because there is hope....
Its hope that makes us go through ups and downs during our lifes journey... maan ...i didnt intend to use philiosophy.
So true, its the hope which is making me run through flowers and thorns that some day i will find Garden of Eden...where still there would be restrictions.
The hope that restrictions wont last foreever i will wander along
Hope prevails

I will !!!!!

Loose motions... and vomiting.... weight loss

Ya these can be symptoms of either thyroid or stomach ulcers....and doc said i could be suffering from one of them.
It all started with 'Panner makhanwala' it was tasty....and yes it did take me for 2 day visit to doctor.

2 horrible days, with IV and sadu medicines....with nurses confused on the name Mrs or Ms.....finally after loads of errors with the printing of my name, they stuck with the correct choice. 'Mrs'

Back from hospital....i was happy that chal tension over...rest and eat....eat and rest.....but 'NO'....
With motions not being loose and no more vomiting....i thought 'happy days here again'...i was wrong....'worse days here again'

Worse days.....coz,,,all ideas from docs...ulcer...thyroid..severe gastro- something....and i was back again to zero.
Thinking and thinking....If its 'A' then what? If 'B' then wat? and if 'C' then Rama Rama......and all this while i psyched samu 2.....

Finally i decided to go for blood check...came out with flying colours....No Thyroid
With Sonography again flying colours...but i guess i got a wrong sonography done....coz it said upper abdomen all clear....so no ulcers......

Test results gave me wings to fly....but others ( people did not)
Some reactions

"Oh my God u have lost weight"
"Kya hua sam does not give food to eat"
"Been to maayaka ...good news kya...."

Tired of telling these 'others'...that look...im fine...just that i have lost faith on my health.

All i know is that i wanna get cured as soon as possible.....be cheerful again...with a vision in life....
Coz life cannot be rocking...if i do not have energy to rock myself....
So life rocks if health rocks...

Hate those eyes...which tell me girl u r sick...i know i am ...but what i want to see is girl u can overcome ur health problems...

I know i willllllllllll