Tuesday, January 29, 2008

I will !!!!!

Loose motions... and vomiting.... weight loss

Ya these can be symptoms of either thyroid or stomach ulcers....and doc said i could be suffering from one of them.
It all started with 'Panner makhanwala' it was tasty....and yes it did take me for 2 day visit to doctor.

2 horrible days, with IV and sadu medicines....with nurses confused on the name Mrs or Ms.....finally after loads of errors with the printing of my name, they stuck with the correct choice. 'Mrs'

Back from hospital....i was happy that chal tension over...rest and eat....eat and rest.....but 'NO'....
With motions not being loose and no more vomiting....i thought 'happy days here again'...i was wrong....'worse days here again'

Worse days.....coz,,,all ideas from docs...ulcer...thyroid..severe gastro- something....and i was back again to zero.
Thinking and thinking....If its 'A' then what? If 'B' then wat? and if 'C' then Rama Rama......and all this while i psyched samu 2.....

Finally i decided to go for blood check...came out with flying colours....No Thyroid
With Sonography again flying colours...but i guess i got a wrong sonography done....coz it said upper abdomen all clear....so no ulcers......

Test results gave me wings to fly....but others ( people did not)
Some reactions

"Oh my God u have lost weight"
"Kya hua sam does not give food to eat"
"Been to maayaka ...good news kya...."

Tired of telling these 'others'...that look...im fine...just that i have lost faith on my health.

All i know is that i wanna get cured as soon as possible.....be cheerful again...with a vision in life....
Coz life cannot be rocking...if i do not have energy to rock myself....
So life rocks if health rocks...

Hate those eyes...which tell me girl u r sick...i know i am ...but what i want to see is girl u can overcome ur health problems...

I know i willllllllllll

1 comment:

Llama said...

"Been to maayaka ...good news kya...." Heehee.

Get well jaldi. Kab se this is going on. Eat proper, nutritious khana.